Dearest Love,
Today marks 2 years that we've been in Cambodia.
It had been tough, I know. Sometimes good, mostly not-so-good.
But thank you for being here with me.
Can't say it enough. A small mention here :)
Most importantly - for providing me with the laughs and keeping me sane and straight.
I love you.
Always
Girl
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Monday, June 7, 2010
Tuesday, 8th June 2010
Dearest Love,
Happy Birthday! Let's see now, it's the .... 4th birthday which you are celebrating with me :)
The first was in 2007 - we went to Langkawi...
The second was in 2008 - we went to Palembang (of all places - but this was a pretty fun trip)
The third was in 2009 - we were in Cambodia
And now 2010 - still in Cambodia - but married :)
I remembered that you told me before - you hate celebrating your birthday without someone special. As long as I am alive, Love, I promise you that I will celebrate each and every birthday together with you. And all other occassions and anniversaries and festivals and everything!! :) Ok?
I still haven't figured out what to get you for your birthday pressie. That's because you make it so difficult to shop for you! I know when it comes to "fay-shion" (hahahahhahahaha! This cracks me up), you are pretty fussy :) And then - I've gotten you football stuff before.... and not to mention, loads of T-shirts (because I'm so not creative when shopping for pressies)..... and what's worse - I don't know what you want besides me!! :)
Still, I'll take a rain check on your pressie.
Meanwhile - just know that I love you very much!
Love,
Girl
p/s : Hope you really did like your cake :)
Happy Birthday! Let's see now, it's the .... 4th birthday which you are celebrating with me :)
The first was in 2007 - we went to Langkawi...
The second was in 2008 - we went to Palembang (of all places - but this was a pretty fun trip)
The third was in 2009 - we were in Cambodia
And now 2010 - still in Cambodia - but married :)
I remembered that you told me before - you hate celebrating your birthday without someone special. As long as I am alive, Love, I promise you that I will celebrate each and every birthday together with you. And all other occassions and anniversaries and festivals and everything!! :) Ok?
I still haven't figured out what to get you for your birthday pressie. That's because you make it so difficult to shop for you! I know when it comes to "fay-shion" (hahahahhahahaha! This cracks me up), you are pretty fussy :) And then - I've gotten you football stuff before.... and not to mention, loads of T-shirts (because I'm so not creative when shopping for pressies)..... and what's worse - I don't know what you want besides me!! :)
Still, I'll take a rain check on your pressie.
Meanwhile - just know that I love you very much!
Love,
Girl
p/s : Hope you really did like your cake :)
Monday, May 31, 2010
Monday, 31st May 2010
Dearest Love,
Wow, I haven't written for a long time. Well, since February, at least. The first half of the year is almost coming to an end. And all we've been doing were being downright busy with our own work.
But still, at least we managed to snag a short trip to Vietnam (that was a really great eating trip :P) and a trip back to KL. Which is one reason why I am writing this email. I just want to say Thank You. Thank You for your relentless support. I know everytime we go back to KL, I seem to have back-to-back meetings and appointments and things that need to be done, people that I need to see... and you have unquestioningly just let me do my thing and most often, you accompany me too. It's not exactly "holiday" for me in KL,.... but I kinda forget that it is yours.
Still, thank you for..... you know, giving in and letting me do as I please.
You're a quiet piece of strength,
Your stoic patience emitting the air
That I breathe.
Your solid embrace engulfing me in the
Comfort of your protection.
I love you.
Girl
Wow, I haven't written for a long time. Well, since February, at least. The first half of the year is almost coming to an end. And all we've been doing were being downright busy with our own work.
But still, at least we managed to snag a short trip to Vietnam (that was a really great eating trip :P) and a trip back to KL. Which is one reason why I am writing this email. I just want to say Thank You. Thank You for your relentless support. I know everytime we go back to KL, I seem to have back-to-back meetings and appointments and things that need to be done, people that I need to see... and you have unquestioningly just let me do my thing and most often, you accompany me too. It's not exactly "holiday" for me in KL,.... but I kinda forget that it is yours.
Still, thank you for..... you know, giving in and letting me do as I please.
You're a quiet piece of strength,
Your stoic patience emitting the air
That I breathe.
Your solid embrace engulfing me in the
Comfort of your protection.
I love you.
Girl
Monday, February 1, 2010
Tuesday, 2nd February 2010
Dearest Love,
I'm feeling so, so, so awful right now.
You are in the midst of getting blood and urine tests for suspicion of liver failure, hepatitis, jaundice or whatever it is that has something to do with the liver. Your eyes have turned yellow and I've googled some information and all your symptoms seem to point to liver failure. I am hoping it is merely hepatitis..... not that hepatitis is any better, but the lesser of the evils listed.
I've realised I've been such a terrible, terrible person. And to add on to that, a terrible, terrible wife.
While we were in Bangkok, I had no idea what was wrong with you and I kept saying you were "Raymond"... and I was upset that you hadn't been able to enjoy the trip and food (more like I didn't want to get fat by myself...!) .... and oh, Love..... I am so horrible! I would go back to Bangkok and make it a damn miserable trip if I have to, if only nothing was wrong with you!
I think more to that.... You have always been living up to your vows...and I've been so spoilt by you... you've always taken care of me, you've always been the one taking care of plans for trips and all that, ...... and I got lost for abit. And as a result, I forgot my vows to you.
I had vowed to take care of you and to learn how best to take care of you. All I did was try to feed you with some silly medication - which of course, was all the wrong ones..... which didn't help you. Oh God, Love... I'm a terrible, terrible person! :( I promise this will change.
I guess... sometimes, it is knowing the other person very well too... and I guess, perhaps, I may not know you as well as I thought I did. Sometimes, we take things for granted. You and I, we're different - at times, both ends of the extreme. I've always liked living my life a bit closer to the edge.... (ala my Dad's style)... and I sometimes do not heed signs - or don't read them very well - especially when it says "Danger Ahead" :P Like the time I raced with a cracked rib.... or you know, eating snails by the roadside when I had diarrhoe.... I guess, I take the motto of Making Each Day Count a bit too far..... You, on the other hand... have always been very sensitive to every little bit of changes your body goes through and you heed them........ and if you can't, you don't really push it...... and I guess.... we should look at it as a balance for the both of us. We need to find our middle ground.
I've been feeling so awful. I fear...... losing you. I admit - I don't think I can live my life, without you by my side. (and this blog would be pointless if that happened!!) .... I can't imagine and it's scary imagining it. I don't want money, richess, travel the world, whatever it may be... I just want you by my side and laughing together as we always, always do.
I will take care of you. Forever. Please get well.
Girl
I'm feeling so, so, so awful right now.
You are in the midst of getting blood and urine tests for suspicion of liver failure, hepatitis, jaundice or whatever it is that has something to do with the liver. Your eyes have turned yellow and I've googled some information and all your symptoms seem to point to liver failure. I am hoping it is merely hepatitis..... not that hepatitis is any better, but the lesser of the evils listed.
I've realised I've been such a terrible, terrible person. And to add on to that, a terrible, terrible wife.
While we were in Bangkok, I had no idea what was wrong with you and I kept saying you were "Raymond"... and I was upset that you hadn't been able to enjoy the trip and food (more like I didn't want to get fat by myself...!) .... and oh, Love..... I am so horrible! I would go back to Bangkok and make it a damn miserable trip if I have to, if only nothing was wrong with you!
I think more to that.... You have always been living up to your vows...and I've been so spoilt by you... you've always taken care of me, you've always been the one taking care of plans for trips and all that, ...... and I got lost for abit. And as a result, I forgot my vows to you.
I had vowed to take care of you and to learn how best to take care of you. All I did was try to feed you with some silly medication - which of course, was all the wrong ones..... which didn't help you. Oh God, Love... I'm a terrible, terrible person! :( I promise this will change.
I guess... sometimes, it is knowing the other person very well too... and I guess, perhaps, I may not know you as well as I thought I did. Sometimes, we take things for granted. You and I, we're different - at times, both ends of the extreme. I've always liked living my life a bit closer to the edge.... (ala my Dad's style)... and I sometimes do not heed signs - or don't read them very well - especially when it says "Danger Ahead" :P Like the time I raced with a cracked rib.... or you know, eating snails by the roadside when I had diarrhoe.... I guess, I take the motto of Making Each Day Count a bit too far..... You, on the other hand... have always been very sensitive to every little bit of changes your body goes through and you heed them........ and if you can't, you don't really push it...... and I guess.... we should look at it as a balance for the both of us. We need to find our middle ground.
I've been feeling so awful. I fear...... losing you. I admit - I don't think I can live my life, without you by my side. (and this blog would be pointless if that happened!!) .... I can't imagine and it's scary imagining it. I don't want money, richess, travel the world, whatever it may be... I just want you by my side and laughing together as we always, always do.
I will take care of you. Forever. Please get well.
Girl
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Wednesday, 13th January 2010
Dearest Love,
Very nice of you to wait for me today for our usual morning convoy. Usually, you would zoom off without me!
I want to say thank you - for making me smile so much. That could be a reason I am putting on weight - because I am generally - rather happy :)
I smile when I think of you :
- dancing your silly dance, the way you dance
- your grandfather undies
- when you laugh watching slapstick comedies
- try to seduce me with sexy dance moves
- i am trying to bite you
- spank! spank!
- when i imagine you saying "haiya"...
- shaping your eyebrows :) :)
- tap! tap! tap! ;>
- kiss me and hug me in the mornings.....
Thank you for giving me lots of reasons to smile in a day. I wonder if I do the same for you!
I love you :)
Girl
Very nice of you to wait for me today for our usual morning convoy. Usually, you would zoom off without me!
I want to say thank you - for making me smile so much. That could be a reason I am putting on weight - because I am generally - rather happy :)
I smile when I think of you :
- dancing your silly dance, the way you dance
- your grandfather undies
- when you laugh watching slapstick comedies
- try to seduce me with sexy dance moves
- i am trying to bite you
- spank! spank!
- when i imagine you saying "haiya"...
- shaping your eyebrows :) :)
- tap! tap! tap! ;>
- kiss me and hug me in the mornings.....
Thank you for giving me lots of reasons to smile in a day. I wonder if I do the same for you!
I love you :)
Girl
Friday, January 1, 2010
Friday, 1st January 2010
Dearest Love,
Happy New Year. It is the first New Year for us as husband & wife. It is also the first day of the new decade.
And I am having a mother of all hangover. But what I will always, always recall, and emblazon in my memory is how you had been so patient, so loving, taking care of a drunkard wife on New Year's eve. Horrifyingly, I cannot recall most of what happened last night.
I remember our very tasty home-cooked porridge meal, of course. The first NY's eve meal that I had in a long long time that is home-cooked and so cheap at that! But we were both so happy eating it. That felt good.
I also remember FCC and then Riverhouse. The last thing I recall was watching swimming on TV at the Riverhouse. The rest, I don't. And it must not have been easy, as according to you, I sounded like I was a nutcase!
I had fallen in love all over again with you today. I don't know how to say it - but how you really took care of me and still kissed me and loved me, despite seeing me, possibly in the worst condition ever of my life.... - really made my heart melt. Melt a thousand times over :)
I just want to say thank you, thank you, thank you. I wouldn't know what to do without you in my life ever. Please don't let me even try.
Well, now it is time to have the first "ahem" session of the decade for us :)
I love you. Always.
Your Girl
Happy New Year. It is the first New Year for us as husband & wife. It is also the first day of the new decade.
And I am having a mother of all hangover. But what I will always, always recall, and emblazon in my memory is how you had been so patient, so loving, taking care of a drunkard wife on New Year's eve. Horrifyingly, I cannot recall most of what happened last night.
I remember our very tasty home-cooked porridge meal, of course. The first NY's eve meal that I had in a long long time that is home-cooked and so cheap at that! But we were both so happy eating it. That felt good.
I also remember FCC and then Riverhouse. The last thing I recall was watching swimming on TV at the Riverhouse. The rest, I don't. And it must not have been easy, as according to you, I sounded like I was a nutcase!
I had fallen in love all over again with you today. I don't know how to say it - but how you really took care of me and still kissed me and loved me, despite seeing me, possibly in the worst condition ever of my life.... - really made my heart melt. Melt a thousand times over :)
I just want to say thank you, thank you, thank you. I wouldn't know what to do without you in my life ever. Please don't let me even try.
Well, now it is time to have the first "ahem" session of the decade for us :)
I love you. Always.
Your Girl
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Friday, 4 November 2009
Dearest Love,
How is it possible.... that I fall in love with you more and more each day? Ok.. Ok... maybe not each day... but most of the days. Yea, some days, it is just a bored routine..... but there are moments, which certainly makes me..... you know, feel so damn lucky that we are together!!
Last night, I had felt so miserable! With the food poisoning.... I don't know what happened. I was ok, and then I felt a little off when we met up for snacks with our friends. And when I got home, midway through cooking for you, I just felt a terrible pain in my tummy and I had to go to the toilet! After that, it was all hell. I vomitted and my whole body was cold and aching and just felt plainly miserable.
I was praying that it wasn't going to be like the last food poisoning I had. Remember? That was a really bad one. Remember how you said you would go down to Happy Pizza to get me a happy cigarette to help relieve me of my pain? That is just too hilarious. A happy cigarette indeed! I can still remember your expression! You look like you were serious - which made it even funnier!!!! But of course, I was in too much pain to laugh at that time.
Anyway, thank God it was only mild food poisoning. Nothing some charcoal pills couldn't stop! I still feel a bit nauseated today, but I'm alright. I just don't want it to ruin our weekends, you know? The weekends are so far apart and so short! Speaking of - time with you is always short :(
I remember all the times that I had been ill, you had always taken care of me. Whether it was from having too much to drink (somebody spiked my drink! Thank God you were with me!), or food poisoning or the flu.... I mean, it's not like you have the best methods to take care of me as a sick patient should be taken care of, but you are just there, and you make sure I am well, and you just care. You know? That helps a lot for me emotionally and if I am emotionally alright, my body will generally follow that direction :) Do you know what I mean? I told you I am a big baby when I feel ill and miserable.... and you just spoil me silly :) I love it!
Now that I am reflecting on "all the times".... I can't help but know how lucky I am to have you by my side. Thanks also for always removing the very yucky and ewe-factor hairs from the toilet hole..... !! You know, I really hate those stuff : P My friend told me - you doing that is called "LOVE". :)
What would I do without you, love???
I can't wait to have dinner with you tonight.
I love you.
Girl
p/s : I love watching you and hearing you laugh. You have a very contagious laughter, did you know that? At least to me. It brightens me up :)
How is it possible.... that I fall in love with you more and more each day? Ok.. Ok... maybe not each day... but most of the days. Yea, some days, it is just a bored routine..... but there are moments, which certainly makes me..... you know, feel so damn lucky that we are together!!
Last night, I had felt so miserable! With the food poisoning.... I don't know what happened. I was ok, and then I felt a little off when we met up for snacks with our friends. And when I got home, midway through cooking for you, I just felt a terrible pain in my tummy and I had to go to the toilet! After that, it was all hell. I vomitted and my whole body was cold and aching and just felt plainly miserable.
I was praying that it wasn't going to be like the last food poisoning I had. Remember? That was a really bad one. Remember how you said you would go down to Happy Pizza to get me a happy cigarette to help relieve me of my pain? That is just too hilarious. A happy cigarette indeed! I can still remember your expression! You look like you were serious - which made it even funnier!!!! But of course, I was in too much pain to laugh at that time.
Anyway, thank God it was only mild food poisoning. Nothing some charcoal pills couldn't stop! I still feel a bit nauseated today, but I'm alright. I just don't want it to ruin our weekends, you know? The weekends are so far apart and so short! Speaking of - time with you is always short :(
I remember all the times that I had been ill, you had always taken care of me. Whether it was from having too much to drink (somebody spiked my drink! Thank God you were with me!), or food poisoning or the flu.... I mean, it's not like you have the best methods to take care of me as a sick patient should be taken care of, but you are just there, and you make sure I am well, and you just care. You know? That helps a lot for me emotionally and if I am emotionally alright, my body will generally follow that direction :) Do you know what I mean? I told you I am a big baby when I feel ill and miserable.... and you just spoil me silly :) I love it!
Now that I am reflecting on "all the times".... I can't help but know how lucky I am to have you by my side. Thanks also for always removing the very yucky and ewe-factor hairs from the toilet hole..... !! You know, I really hate those stuff : P My friend told me - you doing that is called "LOVE". :)
What would I do without you, love???
I can't wait to have dinner with you tonight.
I love you.
Girl
p/s : I love watching you and hearing you laugh. You have a very contagious laughter, did you know that? At least to me. It brightens me up :)
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