Thursday, December 3, 2009

Friday, 4 November 2009

Dearest Love,

How is it possible.... that I fall in love with you more and more each day? Ok.. Ok... maybe not each day... but most of the days. Yea, some days, it is just a bored routine..... but there are moments, which certainly makes me..... you know, feel so damn lucky that we are together!!

Last night, I had felt so miserable! With the food poisoning.... I don't know what happened. I was ok, and then I felt a little off when we met up for snacks with our friends. And when I got home, midway through cooking for you, I just felt a terrible pain in my tummy and I had to go to the toilet! After that, it was all hell. I vomitted and my whole body was cold and aching and just felt plainly miserable.

I was praying that it wasn't going to be like the last food poisoning I had. Remember? That was a really bad one. Remember how you said you would go down to Happy Pizza to get me a happy cigarette to help relieve me of my pain? That is just too hilarious. A happy cigarette indeed! I can still remember your expression! You look like you were serious - which made it even funnier!!!! But of course, I was in too much pain to laugh at that time.

Anyway, thank God it was only mild food poisoning. Nothing some charcoal pills couldn't stop! I still feel a bit nauseated today, but I'm alright. I just don't want it to ruin our weekends, you know? The weekends are so far apart and so short! Speaking of - time with you is always short :(

I remember all the times that I had been ill, you had always taken care of me. Whether it was from having too much to drink (somebody spiked my drink! Thank God you were with me!), or food poisoning or the flu.... I mean, it's not like you have the best methods to take care of me as a sick patient should be taken care of, but you are just there, and you make sure I am well, and you just care. You know? That helps a lot for me emotionally and if I am emotionally alright, my body will generally follow that direction :) Do you know what I mean? I told you I am a big baby when I feel ill and miserable.... and you just spoil me silly :) I love it!

Now that I am reflecting on "all the times".... I can't help but know how lucky I am to have you by my side. Thanks also for always removing the very yucky and ewe-factor hairs from the toilet hole..... !! You know, I really hate those stuff : P My friend told me - you doing that is called "LOVE". :)

What would I do without you, love???

I can't wait to have dinner with you tonight.

I love you.
Girl

p/s : I love watching you and hearing you laugh. You have a very contagious laughter, did you know that? At least to me. It brightens me up :)